In the Bhagavad Gita, Lord Shri Krishna explains,
janma karma ca me divyam
evaà yo vetti tattvataù
tyaktvä dehaà punar janma
naiti mäm eti so ‘rjuna
‘One who understands the transcendental nature of My appearance and activities never attains…never has to take birth again in this material world, but attains My eternal abode.’ Those divine personalities who come to distribute the treasure of prema bhakti, the emissaries of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, their lila is of the same nature as the Supreme Truth. Therefore, one who understands the divine nature of the appearance, activities and disappearance of the great souls, they never have to take birth again in this material world. Because such great personalities, their lives are cent percent dedicated in the loving service of the Lord. Therefore, the Lord reveals Himself, reveals His divine lila into this world through their words and through their actions. Just as Srila Prabhupada used to tell us, ‘That as Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead, the spiritual master is the supreme personality of servitude Godhead.’
We Celebrate Both, Appearance & Disappearace:
On the disappearance of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, Srila Prabhupada taught us how to observe this day of the disappearance of the Guru. He explained that there is no difference between appearance and disappearance on the spiritual level. Because, for such divine realized souls who are in contact with the eternal soul, there coming and going into this world are both only for the benefit of those who love them. Of course, on the appearance there is usually a great celebration and on the disappearance there is the celebration of tears – a celebration in the mood of separation. Appearance means unity, meeting, coming together and disappearance means the pains of separation. Krishna sometimes is known as Madan Mohan. One definition of this Madan means meeting and Mohan means separation. So Krishna teaches us to love Him through meeting with us and then through casting us into the realm of separation.
No Reason To Live Further Without You “Gurudev”.
But Only For Your Instructions, Your Words & Your Mission.
Seeing The Examples:
Raghunath Das Goswami:
In the life of Raghunath Das Goswami, we find how a devotee feels on the disappearance of the Lord of his life. Raghunath Das Goswami, when Shri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Swarupa Damodar Goswami, his Guru and life, disappeared from this world, he offered prayers, he felt so much bereft, he had no reason to go on living. In fact, he made vow to go to Vrindavan and to jump from the Govardhan hill to commit suicide. And when he went to Vrindavan, he revealed his heart through beautiful writings. He explains that the Govardhan hill, such a beautiful beautiful manifestation of Krishna, now that my Gurudeva is gone, when I look like…when I look at Govardhan hill, it appears to be a great serpent for it is coming to devour me. When I look at Radha Kund and Shyam Kund , when I look at the sky, everything around is only reminding me of the great pains that is within my heart. So in this way, Raghunath Das saw the whole world as nothing but a dread void in the absence of his spiritual master. In fact, Srila Prabhupada explains in the Bhagavatam that when the spiritual master leaves us, it is the duty of the devotee to weep in separation. To see the world as dread void in the absence of the Lord of our life.
So in this way Raghunath Das illustrated to us how to love our Guru. But then it is explained that he met Rupa and Sanatana. And Rupa and Sanatana Goswamis reminded Ragunath, of the order of the words of his spiritual master – to glorify the Holy Name of Krishna, to reveal to the world the teachings and the glories of his Gurudeva. And upon hearing this Raghunath Das gained life, gained determination and gained purpose to remain in this world simply as a missionary of the spirit of his spiritual master.
And we find the same situation in the case of Arjuna in the Srimad Bhagavatam. After Lord Shri Krishna left this world, when Arjuna returned to Hastinapura, he was pale white, weeping tears, he saw no reason to live. This world is a place of ignorance. Anyone who is attached to doing anything in this world is simply the most unfortunate animal. The purpose of life is simply to serve and to love our Guru and Krishna. And in the absence of our Guru and Krishna what do we want in this crazy world of birth and death, of envy, lust and pride for? So Arjuna feeling this great great pain of separation in his heart he didn’t know what to do – perhaps to give up his life. And he began to reveal his life to Maharaja Yudhishthira. But then he remembered the words of Krishna. He remembered the vani, the order of Krishna that He gave him while standing between the two armies on the battlefield of Kurukshetra. And that gave him strength. In remembrance in the words of his Gurudeva he felt the divine presence of his Gurudeva more than ever before and to serve those instructions gave him a reason to live – more of a reason than he ever had before throughout his life.
And in the life of our own beloved Guru Maharaja, Om Vishnupada Paramhansa Shri A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, we find that same intensity of love. Srila Prabhupada would tell us that in the absence of his spiritual master he was wondering why go on living? This world is a dread void. But, he remembered the words of his spiritual master. His Guru Maharaja told him that you are intelligent, young man – preach in the English language all over the world this wonderful message of Shri Caitanya. He told him that on their first meeting and just within a month before he left his body. Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur wrote that letter to Srila Prabhupada. Prabhupada knew that he was perhaps going to leave this world, so he wrote a letter to his Guru Maharaj in Jagannath Puri and he said you have so many disciples, who are sannyasis and brahmacharis, who are serving you so nicely – day and night. I am a very fallen soul, I am very distant from you. Please tell me how I can serve you. And just days before his departure, Srila Prabhupada received this letter that you take this message of Shri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and spread it through the world in the English language.
So when Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati left, Srila Prabhupada had one thing to hold on to – the instruction of his spiritual master. And Srila Prabhupada would tell us that not even one moment went by in his life when he was not intimately feeling the presence of his Guru Maharaj within his heart. Because through the divine sound of vani or the instruction of Guru, the Guru lives with us forever. During Srila Prabhupada’s life, he would many times warn us that we should not be so much attached to the vapu or the physical form of the Guru. The physical form of the spiritual master is here to give us the opportunity to render personal service, but the sound vibration of his words, the sound of his instructions is the eternal connection that he grants us to the entire parampara, the disciplic line of great spiritual masters back to Krishna Himself. And in fact, as Bhaktivinoda Thakur has engraved on the Samadhi mandir of Haridas Thakur, that the great Vaishnavas, they live for ever through sound vibration. When Srila Prabhupada would quote Vishwanath Chakravarti Thakur, Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati, Narottam Das Thakur, Krishna Das Kaviraj Goswami, Rupa, Sanatana, Raghunath he was not simply like a scholar quoting some scholastic passages of the past, but he was experiencing and granting us the experience of the intimate personal association of these great personalities. And that is the great gift of spiritual life that in spiritual life there is no birth and there is no death. These great souls are eternally living and granting us their association form their sound vibration.
Remember The Mission & Instruction:
So on this day of disappearance of His Divine Grace A.C.Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, we should know how we can become an intimate associate of Srila Prabhupada. How we can live within our hearts in his personal presence, heart full of surrender of the true association of the great souls.
So, really in essence on these days of disappearance what we are doing is that we are taking the opportunity to intensify our remembrance of the mission and instruction so that the great souls can always be appearing within our heart. On the disappearance day of Srila Prabhupada, he is so mercifully, more than any other time is granting us the opportunity to allow him to appear within our minds, within our hearts and within our lives, but we must be attentively willing to hear his message to associate with his devotees.
Become Servant Of The Servant:
When we chant the Holy Names,
Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare
with an attentive and sincere heart we should know that Srila Prabhupada is with us because it is his instruction and when we serve, or when you serve your spiritual master, when you hear from him, when you execute his order, you should know that this is the greatest and most intimate way that you can associate with Srila Prabhupada, because it is his order that we become the servant of the servant of the servant in disciplic succession. Many people within the Hare Krishna movement have an unfortunate conception that to associate with Srila Prabhupada is to be ‘Prabhupada’s man’, which means to talk about him, to remember him, to teach people also directly how to serve him. But this is not the order of Guru. The order of the Guru is to become the servant of the servant of the servant in disciplic succession. This is in essence again being attached to the vapu more than the vani. Therefore, by serving the present acharya or spiritual master in the disciplic line by hearing from him, by hearing from the beloved servants of Srila Prabhupada, by serving their order factually we are more intimately associating with Srila Prabhupada than trying to simply remember him directly. And Srila Prabhupada taught in his own life.
So, on this very very auspicious day we should not desire to enjoy Srila Prabhuapda, we should desire to be enjoyed by Srila Prabhupada. To be enjoyed by those who are near and dear to him, to be enjoyed by his servants and the servant of his servants. This is bhakti.
Who Is The Confidential Servant:
On the disappearance day of Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, I remember one year Srila Prabhupada began to cry remembering his Guru Maharaj, remembering his mercy upon him and then he pleaded with all of us and he said that my Guru Maharaj has given me this mission to spread the glories of the Holy Name throughout the world. He said I am very old man and at any time I could die, but my urgent and humble request to all of you is under all circumstances to give your lives to push on this merciful mission of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu. He said you are all intelligent young boys and girls. Work very hard to push on this mission. And those who accept this instruction, they are the true confidential associates of Srila Prabhupada. And those who assist those who are taking this instruction as their life and soul are equally intimate associates of Srila Prabhupada. This is the essence of spiritual life. Hare Krishna.
Iam Not Perfect, But Iam Following The Perfect:
To deliver the message of his Guru Maharaj. There are certain schools of spirituality where the Guru claims to be God, but in the school of bhakti we never find this. Srila Prabhupada would tell us that the only qualification that he had was that he is simply repeating the message of his Guru without adulteration. I remember one time a newspaper reporter asked Srila Prabhupada, ‘Are you perfect?’ Then Srila Prabhupada, with great humility, from the core of his heart, he said, ‘I am not perfect. But I am simply repeating the words of my Guru Maharaj and those words are perfect. Why? because my Guru Maharaj is simply repeating the words of Krishna.’ oà pürëam adaù pürëam idaà [Ishopanishad Invocation] – means all perfect. So our qualification should never be to be a big scholar or to be an advanced devotee. A bhakta never aspires to be an advanced devotee. A bhakta simply aspires for the position of being the peon, the menial servant delivering the message of his spiritual master. And to have no other purpose in life except that. To have no other motivation for anything we do except that. And this was Srila Prabhupada’s great gift that he took this divine message of pure love, pure bhakti throughout the entire world.
na dhanaà na janaà na sundaréà
kavitäà vä jagad-éça kämaye
mama janmani janmanéçvare
bhavatäd bhaktir ahaituké tvayi[Shri Çikñäñöaka – Çloka Four]
I do not desire wealth, nor beautiful women, nor followers for prestige nor even liberation from suffering. My only desire, my Lord, is to be your servant birth after birth after birth.
So Many Difficulties:
Leaving Vrindavan, Going To America:
And how leaving the land of Vrindavan. In Vrindavan he was living in a holiest of all holy places – the temple of Srila Jiva Goswami. And he left that place, first to come to this Bombay and then to go on cargo ship. No money. When we go back and forth from India to America, we fly in airplanes that take less than one day; and we have a place to go when we get off of that plane. Srila Prabhupada was not even on a passenger ship. He was on a freighter. And when we got off of that boat, some strange man was coming to meet him. He didn’t know where he was gonna take him. And seeing that that security was useless he went to New York City where he didn’t know where he was going to go…and how he was going to exist. And in that humble spirit, he simply repeated the word of his Gurudeva. And what was that word? Simply chant the Holy Names and you will attain perfection of life. And he circled the globe further 12 times. And do not think it was easy.
Problems From Inside & Outside:
He was managing a worldwide society, personally. Because his disciples were not able, they were not confident. Their problems, their downfalls, their impurities, their mistakes, persecution, aggressions by governments against his movement, aggressions by other religions who could not tolerate him coming into their land…..aggressions by materialistic agencies who were kidnapping his disciples and torturing them. Aggressions by his own god brothers – many of them who could not tolerate his success were trying to undermine him. Aggressions by the so called Brahminical society of India….who could not tolerate that he was bringing Sanatana Dharma outside of the boundaries of India.
Wherever he went, at every level there were persecutions and aggressions against him from the outside and there was constantly the fighting for positioning and the downfalls due to weak heartedness and conditionings amongst his disciples from the inside.
Never Give Up:
Srila Prabhupada accepted a task which perhaps no man in the history of this world has ever accepted – such a responsibility, such an austerity, such a painstaking commitment. He began it at the age of 70. And he never tired, he never lost hope, he never lost heart. Despite so many disappointments from his disciples, despite so much aggression against him – from all directions….Srila Prabhupada always…he shined like millions and millions of suns. Because he was only attached to one thing – to show the kindness and love of his spiritual master to the world. And it took only such a person of such commitment to spread this message through the world. So many yogis, so many gurus came to the West – they gave a talk, people clapped and they left and became famous and got in all the newspapers and when they came home they were great parades celebrating what they had done in the West. But what did they really do in comparison? Srila Prabhupada lived amongst the most fallen people of the West and personally spoon fed them to give them God Consciousness and changed their hearts – even though some times they tried to murder him because they were crazy – he kept going. Nothing could stop him because he was on a mission of love. Then through his laborious actions he actually changed the hearts of millions.
The Biggest Dogma:
There was no great celebration; there was no great fanfare for him. There was only the service of his spiritual master. And the most unfortunate dilemma is that this country of India cannot appreciate properly what he did. If somebody goes to America, gives a lecture everybody goes out this…… [clapping]. Those people are famous then everybody loves them, but what have they done? No disciples, no body changing their lives, no body giving up sinful activities and committing their lives to the teachings of Vedanta. They are just great, scholarly, very nice. Or yogis come, have follow meditation here there. That is also very nice. That is all very nice, but here is a man that went and lived amongst the most down trodden people of that society and risked his life at such an age to spoon feed them with the essence of Vedic knowledge. And by his love and his compassion he changed their hearts, he transformed their lives to give up all sinful activities….to accept the principles of the sadhus, the acharyas….and to give their life to the mission of Sanatan Dharma by the tens and hundreds and thousands.
And yet when he came to back India, they accused him of being CIA – CID. They accused him of…of – so what if you have made some hippies Krishna Conscious……..The most unfortunate condition of human society is when they cannot appreciate a great person in their midst. This is the greatest disaster of India. But they, what this country thinks of Prabhupada who factually is the greatest emissary of Vedanta philosophy and Sanatan Dharma that has ever lived. He has actually transformed people of every nation in the world into devotees of Rama and Krishna. Not just casual scholars, but committing their lives. And who in this country appreciates? Until the land of India appreciates this greatest representative that their land ever has, I don’t think this country is ever going to get the blessings of God. Because here is a person who more than any one sold out his life, risked his life, took on so much suffering and pain just to give India a good name in this world, and to give the gift of India to the world. While so many people were leaving this country to get money, to get prestige, to get fame. Why do Indians go to the West? For money, for comforts. He abandoned all comforts simply to give, to give the treasure of Indian culture – love of God. And who appreciates it? Often times he is criticised.
True Lover Of India:
It is a fact many of us disciples have made many mistakes, may have done foolish things. But what change of heart, even in those foolish things, have they had by the grace of Prabhupada. And there was no one who loved India more than Srila Prabhupada. He brought tens and millions of dollars from all over the world to build beautiful temples and have beautiful programs of food relief in India. In Mayapur he was feeding tens and thousands of people a day – people who were suffering from starvation. He built beautiful temples in Vrindavan, Mayapur, Bombay, Hyderabad. He travelled far and wide somehow or other trying to reverse the trend of the Indian condition of life chasing after the materialistic ways of the West. He brought his western disciples to show them that you see, here are people – none of his disciples, not a single one of them from the West who were from low class families – they were often highest most wealthy families. Because only those who were very very intelligent – he was going after everybody, but even the downtrodden hippies they were often the upper upper classes, millionaires, upper class, beyond comprehension of most Indians – they gave up everything for Prabhupada’s teachings. And when Prabhupada came back to India he wanted to show them you are chasing after these crazy things – these people had it all, they rejected it to have what you have – right here – the Holy Name of Krishna.
Give Honour & Glory To Srila Prabhupada:
One of the main goals of Srila Prabhupada’s whole mission of travelling worldwide, was to somehow or other convince the Indians to accept their own spiritual culture again. So in my opinion, this idea of trying to hide our society from the Hare Krishna movement is a blasphemy to Srila Prabhupada. He gave his life…..more than any other man in history for India’s spiritual culture. And it is only by his mercy that we have anything today. And therefore whatever name we use, we should know that our greatest service is to give the dignity and respectability of our Guru and his Guru’s name in this land. We should live; we should speak in every way that Srila Prabhupada’s name is honoured by the people of this world, and specially this land. And if we do any thing sinful, we should know that we are throwing mud on the name of our Gurudeva to the eyes of the world. So, simply if we have any appreciation or love for him, we must strictly adhere to his instructions, live a pure and gentle life and give our life for the mission of glorifying the name of our Guru and Krishna. That is our life and we live for noting else.
And on the disappearance day of Srila Prabhupada, we should commit ourselves one hundred thousand percent, every aspect of our life…….to work in such a way that Srila Prabhupada can appear within the hearts and the lives of everyone we come in contact with through whatever we do. Because through his appearance, love of Krishna will awaken within one’s heart. Hare Krishna.
The time in which Srila Prabhupada left this world was 7:30 in the evening on this day. In Vrindavan, in the very room in which Srila Prabhupada departed his earthly pastimes, every evening from…on this auspicious day from 7 o’clock to 8 o’clock the devotees gathered. Srila Prabhupada left this world on this day. There should be a mood in our spirit of performing the kirtana of Holy Name, this evening. Also, because Srila Prabhupada, very much wanted the preaching of the glories of the Holy Name through his disciples. We should perform this kirtana in such a way to impress upon the hearts of all others the joy and the glory of the chanting the names of Rama and Krishna. And to prepare ourselves, I would like to read some of the final pages of Srila Prabhupada’s biography describing his departure from this world.